I visited my sister in Lugbe, Abuja and met a crowd of women in front of her house shaking their heads and muttering. A man just beat his wife to death and ran away abandoning her corpse and four children in the house. I listened to her neighbours narrating a litany of abuses she suffered all through the ten years of the marriage.
And I asked, why did she remain in such an abusive marriage until it claimed her life?
One of the reasons they told me, was the children. Then another said it was an Abuja marriage, meaning the man didn’t pay her bride price, they met in Abuja, cohabited and had children. Another woman said the dead woman was ashamed of going back to her people with children born out of wedlock.
There was this case of a very pretty young girl, age 22 whose marriage was just a year, with a five-month-old baby when she came to me. We talked, and she pulled off her cloth and showed me her body so that I will understand her story better. There were belt marks and teeth marks all over her back inflicted by her husband. It was a gore story of ill-treatment and abuse by a beast in a man’s clothing.
Why was she still in the marriage?
“Aunt, what will people say,” she asked me. According to her, she wants to give the marriage a chance to know if the man will change.
Was her family aware? Yes, they said it would be a disgrace to them if she leaves the marriage so soon. They advised her to endure and try to be good and avoid anything that would provoke the man to hit her.
Did she report to her pastor? The pastor told her not to break her home, she should go on fasting and praying.
She was physically, emotionally and sexually abused in the marriage. I told her to run for her life. She did but after another year of enduring physical and emotional trauma.
There are stories everywhere of women who remained in abusive marriages and relationships until they are either killed or maimed for life. I remembered the man who poured hot oil on his wife’s face. Today the woman looked like a scarecrow, her family refused her to come back home, and they insisted she would remain with the man as his wife.
Abuse is not gender-specific, some men are also victims of domestic abuse. There is the case of Police officer Dan Shishia whose wife poured concentrated sulphuric acid on his face during an argument. Not only was his face distorted, but he also lost his sight completely too.
Also, recently in Bayelsa state, a 40-year-old civil servant smashed and killed his wife with a hammer and thereafter committed suicide leaving behind six children. Probably, after a prolonged marital crisis, he got fed up with managing, and enduring an unhappy marriage and decided to end it for both of them. If they had separated, it couldn’t have ended tragically.
I always ask why the victims endure or tolerate abuses from their abusive partners, and why they remain and do not run for their lives? People tolerate abuses in relationships for many reasons— low self-esteem, for the sake of the children, or because of what people will say. The fear of starting afresh. Some tolerate it with the false hope there will be a miraculous change in the partner’s behaviour. And so, they remain in a psychologically and pathologically abusive relationship.
1. Erroneous Thoughts.
Some victims erroneously believe they are responsible for making their marriage work or keeping the family together. So they stayed because they believe that is the proper thing to do. Some practising religious people, given their religious or cultural background, believe divorce is bad and avoid it to the detriment of their happiness and even health. They put up with a lot of spousal abuse because they don’t want to go against the teachings of their faith.
2. Low Self-Esteem.
Some victims stayed back due to low self-esteem. Most women don’t have the capacity to be on their own, they believe they will be alone forever if they leave so that keeps them grounded in toxic relationships. Some are damaged psychologically and believe most men are the same. To them the devil you know is better than the angel you don’t know. They would rather manage the one they have for it’s better to stay with the person they are used to.
Some may believe they don't deserve any better than the beating they get on a semi-regular basis from their partner and accept the abuse as a normal way of life. This belief keeps them paralysed in the relationship.
3. Fear.
The fear of starting over, the fear of being alone, and the fear of criticism from friends and family, combined make most women remain in abusive relationships. Also, the shame of what people will say keep them glued to the relationship. Most often people are quick to blame the woman and cast inauspicious remarks on her for leaving her matrimonial home.
4. Playing the martyr.
At times people stayed in the hope of playing saviour to a dementia abusive partner. There is that belief that if they show their partner more love, and more understanding, they could change or fix them. Some tried to play the martyr by bringing up excuses to explain the abuse. They see themselves as being strong or on a God-sent mission to turn the abuser’s life for good.
Others use pity as an excuse to put their partner’s needs above their own and so hang onto the relationship.
5. Children.
Some women sacrifice their safety for the sake of their children. Their concerns include: Who gains custody of the children? How will they support the children without their partner’s financial help? Some because they want their children to have two parents and not suffer the trauma of a broken home. They believe their children will be better off coming from an intact home than from a divorced one.
6. Family Expectations.
There are family and religious pressures too. In some cultures, leaving your marriage is seen as a disgraceful and reprehensible action. Some parents will tell their daughters to endure that leaving will tarnish the family’s name and image.
7. Financial Constraints.
Some abused people feel they cannot leave their relationships because they are economically dependent on their partners. For instance, an abused stay-at-home mother may feel she cannot leave her abusive relationship because she would have no way of providing for her children if she did. Also, the Lack of resources to start afresh on her own is another drawn back.
8. Hope for a Change:
Many people stay in abusive relationships with the hope the abuser will change over time. This hope for change gives rise to a cycle of violence or a vicious cycle. Many abusive partners become remorseful after inflicting violence, promise they will change and the abused accepted the apology and forgive the abuser. With time, it becomes a recurring act. This cycle makes breaking free from an abusive partner difficult. The abuse continues until the victim finds the courage to leave or is abused to death.
9. Clergymen and pastors.
This group of people usually focused on how to save the marriage at all costs, rather than on how to save the abused person in the relationship. They tell the person to pray more or fast more for the abuser for God to touch his/her heart and effect a change. They conclude it with a verse of scripture that says God hates divorce. Some organise counselling sessions for the abused but leaving the relationship is not always their first option.
People tolerate abuse in relationships due to illusions or hallucinations. An adult can only change if the person so desires, not necessarily because of prayers or the other partner’s tolerance level or love. It is better to leave than to stay for whatever stupid reasons you feed yourself. Your life matters.
