Tuesday 30 January 2018

Fighting Emotion (A Novella))



Chapter One


Few meters to the school gate, Ifeoma trotted to a halt. With both hands on her waist, she took a deep breath, bent a little, twisted her waist to the right and to the left a couple of times and then straightened. Flexing both legs and hands outwardly, she started walking leisurely towards the campus gate.
Passing through the side entrance, she threw a cheery good morning to the gateman, who returned her greeting with a jaunty wave. The campus was astir; she could hear the hum and buzz of students though unseen. It was a Saturday; no morning lectures for most and so no early morning bustling activities at the entrance.

The few students she encountered were those coming back from an all-night party or an all-night vigil. As they walked briskly past her, she examined them and could tell from their dressings where each person had been to.

As she bounced forward, every pulse in her body vibrated with the energy gleaned from her morning jog. She wasn’t jogging to lose weight; she had no extra ounce of flesh around her dainty frame.
While a sprinter in her secondary school days, she relished the wheezy feeling and adrenaline rush that comes with running and the sound of air whooshing through her ears, like a lover's whisper, always thrill her body.

Her Saturday jogging exercise was a luxury she cherished so much when she could afford to indulge in it, it inebriated her spirit, eased off pent-up stress and put a spring on her life for the rest of the week.
Approaching the T-junction, leading, one to the hostel and the other to a small field beside the art studio, she spotted a lone figure, facing an easel, not unusual as many art students’ paint in the morning. As she got closer, she couldn’t tear her eyes away, there was something arresting and compelling about the rapid movement of his hand that made her bypassed the route to the female hostel and gravitated towards him. She stood behind him fascinated, as she watched him capture the rising sun on his canvas in rapid strokes of a brush.

“You like it?” His voice boomed out suddenly.
Startled, she asked. "Like what? Oh, your painting?”
Turning his head, he gave her a side glance, his brown eyes cringing at the edge. "What else do we have here?"

It took some seconds for her to recover from the cockiness in his voice to mutter an answer.  “It’s nice.”
"Yeah, I guess it is." His hand continued its rapid movement, while she stood behind him and wondered what on earth brought her there.

She took her eyes off the canvas to assess him. Tall and lanky with a slim waist tucked into a faded and paint-stained jeans trouser, and a small towel casually draped over his shoulder. With what she saw, she grudgingly had to admit there was a natural masculine elegance about him.
She was still gawking at him when he turned sideways to pick a brush from among several brushes scattered on a small foldable table within easy reach of his hand. Apart from brushes, there were paints, watercolours, a straw hat, a dark sunshade, an insulated water-bottle and a small bucket of water.
Angry with her fascination with him, she lifted her leg to leave when he spoke again.  "I can see you're in sports gears, practising for any Olympic competition?"
She could hear laughter in his voice. “Yes.” She answered indignantly.
“Which?” he asked casually.
“Gymnastics.”
His hand halted, slowly he turned, a mocking smile on his face. He started from the legs and looked at her way up. When their eyes met, Ifeoma lifted her brow and looked straight into his eyes audaciously.
***
 “Wow!” slipped out of his mouth and the smile etched stupidly on his face. Stripped of action and words by the fire in her eyes and her cheeky combat-ready stance, he shook his head and turned back to his work. No girl had ever made him hot and stupid before.
He knew the moment she walked away; he felt cold air in place of her warm presence behind him. Turning he watched her retreating back. A word jumped into his head, Spitfire.
***
Ifeoma sulked into her room without any cogent reason for her anger other than his over-confidence and pomposity; by her deduction. But was that enough to provoke an emotional paroxysm in her life? Or was it that his roguish manner and charm touched a chord in her body that has never been stroke before.
When she calmed down and felt normal again, she tried to push him behind her. However, his image and voice stayed within the periphery of her thoughts all through the week.

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Friday 26 January 2018

Against Every Odd( A Novel)



Adeyemi’s eyelids fluttered open and from the edge, he glimpsed a female vision in white. Eyes widened, he shifted his head for a better view.

Only her back was visible; he noted her slim and tall physique was unlike his previous nurses. The last one was an obnoxious, bossy woman with an infuriating attitude, who thought she knew what was good for him. He had enough pains and trauma to contend with and wouldn’t have to add the woman’s sour and superior manner to his list of problems and so asked for her to be replaced.

He assumed the vision in white was her replacement and studied her intently and wondered what she would be like; from her stature and posture, she appeared young, too young for the job. For her good, he hoped she would be competent and of good manners. He needed no girl to order him around; he would have to establish his authority with her right away.

Theresa felt eyes boring on her back and knew her patient was awake. For a nanosecond fear clutched her heart; private nursing was a new phase of her career and she had no experience to draw on. She came on the recommendation of Dr Akin Reuben, her mentor.

She started her career at his clinic as a ward maid and trainee nurse. He discovered she had a flair for the job and encouraged her to go to a nursing school and get a professional certificate.

She had obeyed and with his help and support, made it through nursing school and in gratitude went back to work for him. She had worked there two years until yesterday when Dr Reuben called her to his office and informed her of this new assignment.

Astounded, she listened in silence. As the youngest, in age and experience, she never expected to be sent out for such duty. She thought private nursing was for older nurses with lots of experience; she expressed her concern.

“Theresa, it’s because I have confidence in you and trust your sensibility, that’s why I’m sending you out for this job. They needed a trustworthy and efficient nurse. I know you’re young, but I know you’re committed and good at your job, that’s why I chose you.”

“Thank you, sir, for the trust and confidence. What do I need to do?” Her morals bolstered, her face radiated interest as she listened.

“Nothing more than what you do here. Be in the ward to monitor him, give him his drugs at the right time, then help with other personal needs.”

Her eyebrows flared fractionally. “Personal needs?” 

The doctor smiled. “C’mon young lady; don’t get any funny ideas into your head. I only meant to say your duties would include doing little errands for him.”

"Okay, sir." A mischievous smile sneaked across her face. She would accept any duty from Dr Reuben. He had always treated her like the daughter he never had.

And so, today she had reported for duty here, determined to do her best. When she pulled open the door and saw her patient, and his plush surroundings, more of a hotel luxurious suite than a hospital ward, her heart had lurched and her elation sagged. 

She had stared at him, and a shiver went through her body. Even in repose, the hard lines of his otherwise handsome face showed he wouldn’t be an easy person to deal with.

Studying his face; with its petulant full lips and the trappings of wealth surrounding him. She concluded she was here to play nanny to a rich, overgrown baby boy. She hoped changing adult nappies wouldn’t be part of her duties.

“God, give me the strength and the patience to deal with him,” she prayed. She knew his type, over-pampered, bossy, conceited and with an overstuffed ego.

Heaving an inaudible sigh, she turned, a florid smile pasted on her face. She took four strides and stood at his bedside. 

“Hi, I thought you will not wake up so soon.” A forced cheerfulness clanged to her tone.

“Is it not all these damnable drugs they keep injecting inside me that makes me sleep like a baby every minute of the day?” His face darkened sourly.

 “It is to ease your pains and make you heal quickly.” 

“I don’t need my pains to be eased, I need my legs to heal normally, and I want to walk out of this hospital with my two legs and not in a wheelchair.” Suppressed rage clear in his voice.

 His tensed body and the swollen muscles of his forearm were evidence she was on the wrong track.

“I am Theresa Okeke, your new nurse. And as I understood, I’m to be at your beck and call from morning to evening when my duties end. Right, sir?” She looked at him, her smile intact.

"For starter, I don't need to be addressed as sir. I don't want to be bossed around, I don't need pity, I don't want slothfulness, I don't want a chatterbox. I just want you to do your duties diligently." His eyes bored into hers.

“My, my, what a long list of don't ‘wants,’ so what do you want then.” She appeared unruffled with his tantrum, but the smile rolled off her face.

“That name Theresa is too archaic for my liking. Don’t you have any other name?”

A startled look jumped in her eyes. "Is my name also on your list of ‘don't wants’?"

“I think so.”

“Then call me nurse.”

“No, nurse, is not a name but a title and I forgot to add, you have to do away with your starchy white uniform. If you have to attend to me properly, you should be free and not encumbered by your white.”

"What else, sir?" the ‘sir' slipped out of her lips unaware. She was occupied with holding her indignation at bay.

“Cut that sir rubbish.” He snapped.

"Yes, si--" She stopped and with an effort, held her tongue-in-cheek.

“The name is Adeyemi, or you just make it, Yemi,” he said offhandedly.

“Yes Yemi, what else?” The only visible display of her anger was her pursed mouth. 

“Your name.” He repeated impatiently.

Theresa took a deep, silent breath. It would not be to her advantage to start on the wrong foot with her new patient. "You can call me Tessy since you find Theresa archaic."

“Tessy.” He tested the name.” That’s good enough, but how come such a young girl like you is bearing such an outdated name?”

Theresa shrugged. “You have to ask my parents, I didn’t name myself.” 

She had spent about ten minutes with him, and all her reservations had played out. The job wouldn’t be as simple as the doctor made her believe, but then she remembered the salary and was consoled.

She would take him as a challenge. Over the years, she has learned to face challenges and not run away from them. She grew up in a police barracks amidst a rough environment that had taught her to be battle-ready for any situation and circumstances, no matter how tough.

She smiled through gritted teeth. “Are you always this hostile?” 

Adeyemi’s eyes narrowed. His intimidation tactics weren't effective if she could muster the guts to ask such a question.

"Try lying on your back all day and night long, with nothing to do but sleep, wake and stare at the ceiling board, and the fact I will spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. How about that for conviviality?” Bitterness laced his words.

The forlornness in his voice made her demeanour relax a little. “Being bitter will not help the situation. When you’re in such a helpless condition, you take it in your stride and depend on your inner strength and God to pull through and not on what the doctors said. They are not God. It is only God that has the final say.”

 Adeyemi muttered a curse under his breath. He hoped they had not landed a religious zealot on him. If so; she would be out of the door faster than she came in. 

"Are you one of these so-called born again people?" His voice was scornful.

“Theresa smiled. "I’m a Christian, a Catholic in fact.” 

His relief was palpable; at least Catholics are not known for religious fanaticism.

“So, learn to be cheerful, it will boost your morale and speed up your healing process.” She touched the cast on his leg.

Adeyemi watched her. He had used bitterness and anger to conceal his fear of what the accident would cost him in life. He couldn't imagine living the rest of his life in a wheelchair; no clubbing, no fun driving, and no polo game; rather, he would be on the sideline and watch his friends have fun.

When he came out of a coma and saw his condition, he wasn't happy he survived. In anger, he alienated everyone, refused visits or calls from friends and extended family members; only his mother, sisters, and fiancée he allowed to see him.

His mother had screamed, cried and begged him to be grateful he was alive and hoped that his condition would change, but to no avail. He was rancorous and suicidal. Apprehension over his safety had prompted his family to hire a private nurse to monitor him since the private hospital they transferred him to agree to the arrangement.

"I have seen worst," Theresa told him.

“You mean my condition is inconsequential?” He glared at her.

“No, but I have seen people in a worst-case situation, still they make a perfect recovery. Trust me; I have been in this nursing business for years. Most people who made it through a hopeless situation were not because of any wonder drugs, it was their inner strength, faith in God and a determination to survive.”

Adeyemi’s annoyance deepened. Who was she to lecture him? What was she? A pseudo-psychologist who spoke Yiddish and expected him to swallow it. He was self-confident enough to know there was a conspiracy theory about his condition. That he wouldn’t walk again was a certainty. The rest was just tales to make him feel good.

“So they have sold the story to you already?” 

Squinting her eyes, she asked, “What story?”

“The fiction story about me being able to walk with my legs someday.” His eyes bored into hers.

She hesitated. “Come on, Mr Yemi…”

“The name is Yemi; I don’t need that Mister stuff from you.”

“Okay, sir.”

“Don’t sir me again, or are you daft?” His voice was sharp and gruff.

"Sorry." Theresa flashed her brightest smile. "Okay Yemi, don't you want to walk again or do you want to be pushed around in a wheelchair like an old man for the rest of your life?" She stared down at him, hands akimbo.

Her smile and pose caught Adeyemi’s attention. He stared at her and noted that though not a raving beauty; she had breed and youth, a sharp wit, and most probably a sharp tongue, too. 

She had a born-nurse figure, neat and trim; with a smooth ebony skin that actuated her white teeth when she smiles. 

His eyes moved down to her chest, full but not busty, and she had good legs; he recalled, her legs were long, slender and smooth. In a mini skirt, they could stir commotion.

It surprised him how his mind could go in that direction. He tried to quell his thoughts about her body; she was his nurse and was here to care for him medically and not whet his carnal appetites.

He scowled at her. “Don’t make jest of my situation, or you will be out of this door on grounds of incompetence.”

If he had to admit it, he was afraid of being crippled and this fear had kept him on pins and needles that he nettled whosoever comes around him.

“Sorry, it seems I have overstepped my bounds.”

She went to the side table at the foot of the bed, picked up his chart, went to the only chair in the room, and sat down. 

 Adeyemi watched her silent form for a while and wondered if he had gone too far with his antagonism campaign. He knew it wasn’t fair to take out his frustration on her. She had only come to carry out her duties and was going about it the best way she could.

He shrugged his actions off. What could he do, it wasn’t fair either? Feeling like a man in fetters, he thought of his mates out there having fun, while he was here on his back and had been for two months now with only the ceiling board to stare at. His eyes moved away, but he added her to his list of things to stare at.


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Wednesday 7 June 2017

Tension – Which way Nigeria




I guess it is time to ditch our ostrich mentality and really take a critical, analytical and conscious interest in what is happening in our country. Every day I go out, people are going about their business as usually, are we blind or deaf to the rumbling and cracking around us?

We have become so complacent that we take a lot of things for granted. We fold hands, we talk, and we argue at bars and public buses and insult ourselves on social media on issues boarding on the unity of this country. All these with little or no positive action or positive ideas on how to stop this evil tide before it carry us into turbulent waters.

Are we going to allow history to repeat itself? A group who called themselves, the Northern Youth had issued a 90-day ultimatum to igbos to leave the north. Yah, the Kaduna Governor has spoken, the V.P has spoken and the 19 Northern Governors have spoken too.

But that’s words, are we going to trust their words. Well their action or inaction will determine if actually they are being sincere, if actually they don’t know those sponsoring this Youths. I mean these Youths can’t just come out boldly to issue such threat if they have no strong backing. The question is, WHO IS BEHIND THEM?

Our land is tensed, blood is pumping drowning the voice of reason, tempers are hot, and the youths on both sides are charged they want to roll out the drums of war.

Which way Nigerians? Are we heading towards anarchy and bloodletting? The countdown to the destruction of Nigeria has just started.

Friday 19 May 2017

The force of positive thinking- a book


The author

It is really heart-warming seeing a young man striving to excel in every aspect of his life, when someone this young discovers his purpose early in life and follows it through with tangible achievement, the sky is not even the limit.


In this day of social media crush by the youths, a young man has decided to add value to his life and that of others. Not only did he write a book, The force of positive thinking, that will impart and motivate his generation but that the proceedings from the sale of the book would go into assisting other youths in the funding of their education – what a commendable achievement and sacrifice.


This humble, talented and generous young man is Ekere Goodluck Ebimobowei, author of, The force of positive thinking. He is a speaker, writer and a young entrepreneur and an undergraduate, presently studying Business Administration in Covenant University.







About the book:


The force of positive thinking is a book written to inform, impart, reform and transform your thinking as an individual so as to help you make impact in life and maximize your destiny.
It is a manual for life transformation thoughts that will propel you towards positive action and a life of purposefulness.

The book has seven chapters all dealing with thoughts patters, and with biblical quotes to drive home his message. This is a chapter dealing with, Positive and Godly thoughts and another on, Taking charge of your thoughts.





Thursday 30 March 2017

What you need to know about money




    Whatever can be said or written about money, its importance to life can never be demeaned. Love it or hate it; though I never heard of anyone who hates money, money is a legal tender that understands every language on earth, it comes in all kinds of colours and designs, from the olden days’ cowries to modern-day paper notes and coins, they are the fulcrum of our life.


   Some will tell you that money is the root of all evil according to the holy Bible, but that’s quoting it out of context. The Bible says the LOVE of money is the root of all evil. The love of money is what breeds evil, jealousy, envy, murder and pride, not money itself. As it is written money is a good servant but a bad master. Money is meant to serve us and never the other way around. When you twist this order, you twist your life’s order as well, man is made to control money, but when you allow the love of money to control you, to be the domineering thing in your life, then you’ve lost your sense of direction.
   

     Another thing, money is not wealth, but with money, you can acquire wealth, but there is some wealth money cannot buy. As it is written, money can buy you drugs but not health and health is wealth. It can buy you the costliest bed, it can’t buy you sleep. Good sleep keeps you in good health and health is wealth.
    
    Yet, money is our defence in so many things, money gives you voice and leverage in society. Money can excuse your stupidity and weakness. It can cover your lack of strength and valour.  You have money, and people will celebrate you, identify with you, give you honour, and even worship you.
   
     Money is the difference between starvation and food, between the element and a roof over your head, between nakedness and a covering and in some cases between life and death, when all that you needed to be alive is money to pay the doctor for the operation that will save your life, all things being equal.
   
    To have money is good, but not the kind that is propelled by greed and avarice. When you go after money get the one that will give you peace of mind, and will make you sleep in contentment at night.

     Get money, and in getting it, get wisdom and understanding to know how to manage the money, and keep it from slipping from your grip.

Wednesday 29 March 2017

Broken






CHAPTER 1
  

  What a day!
     A humid atmosphere, weather like a blast furnace. You would think someone left the portals of hell open as sultry airs oozed out and swirled around.
    As I stood in the sweltering air waiting to be attended, my patient snapped, face puffed up with anger. I raised my voice at the fish seller. “Madam, please hurry up now or do you want me to sleep in this market?”  
     “Aunty me, a beg no vex I dey come.” With both hands up in supplication, she appealed to me.
    These market women could irritate, once they collect your money, they left you standing to attend to a new customer.
      The harshness in my voice and my unsmiling face made her stop haggling with the next customer, and with a plea for her to wait, she took the fish I paid for, cut it, wrapped and gave it to me with a smile meant to thaw my anger.
     I took it and ignored her smile. I didn’t need it; she had kept me more than necessary under a boiling sun. Once I stowed the fish in my shopping bag and left her stall, my face relaxed fractionally with relief; it was the last item on my list of what to buy at the market for today.
     With my bags, one in each hand, I joined the throng of human traffic struggling to get out of the ever-bustling Boundary Market. Movement out of the market was slow, with a sudden halt now and then. The pushing and shoving that accompanied the movement, and the stifling weather, all ignited tempers, angry voices reverberating all over the market, adding to the melee.
     Rivulets of sweat slid down my back, my blouse glued to my body like a second skin. To add to my discomfort still, the stench from unwashed bodies and refuse-dump sites filled the clammy atmosphere. I wondered about the efficacy of the monthly sanitation exercise because there was no evidence a clean-up took place in the market this past last Saturday of the month.
     The madness and the filthiness were so despairing. I shook my head already throbbing from the cacophony of swearing voices, and angry shouts of ‘comot for road’ from men with heavy loads on their heads. They pushed and shoved people aside, leaving curses and insults to trail after them.   
     I pressed my lower lip tight to stifle my frustration and contain my temper. I wished I were in the comfort of my car driving home already and not trapped in this oppressive and suffocating crowd under a scorching sun.
     Two hours of walking from stall to stall, haggling prices with market women, and enduring uncomfortable moments of pushing and shoving my way through a sea of people were enough to fray one’s nerves.  I trudged along until I emerged outside the market, weary and at my wits’ end.
     Relieved to be out in the open, I stopped, dropped the bags down in between my legs for a safe keep, and stood for a moment to regain my breath. I ignored the shouts of ‘madam move now,’ from angry passersby; impatience is the hallmark of Lagosians.
     “God, why did you create me a Nigerian?” I muttered with a hiss.
     I speculated as I do most often my reasons for coming to this particular market. But no matter how I hate it, coming to Boundary market on Saturdays was an unavoidable chore I have to brave.
     For many working-class women like me, Saturdays were the only free day to go shopping and stock up for the week ahead; this accounted for the rowdiness in the market; it had more influx of people on weekends than any other day.
     Despite its location in Ajegunle; a highly overpopulated suburb in Lagos; the market attracts a crowd because of the abundance of various local foodstuffs, varieties of vegetables and ingredients for soups and other food items, and at affordable prices too.  As such, women within its environs, and beyond too; especially Igbo women, come to the market to shop for foodstuffs and household items.
     Apart from these, its proximity to my place of domicile was another factor that pulled me here most weekends. And so, despite the hurdles, I shopped here more often than other big markets in Lagos.
     How to get to my car was another hurdle I have to tackle. The distance from the market to where I parked required a little trekking, a tedious ordeal under this inescapable hot sun and my bulging bags, which were becoming heavier by the minute.
     Although small boys abound, who carry loads for a fare, three hovered around me, but I did not want to call on any of them, to me, they are all rogues if you are not careful, and close marked them, they would run away with your purchases.   
      Since I’m in no mood to run after anybody, I opted to carry my load and walk at my pace. With a resigned sigh, I lifted my bags and ambled forward.
     At an intersection, I stopped. I needed to cross over to the other side of the road to get to where I parked my car. As I waited patiently for an opening in the endless traffic of cars, yellow buses, and commercial motorcycles popularly called Okada, I heard my name.
     “Chioma Amos.” My head swung around in surprise. No one had called me by that name in a decade. Chioma Amos was my maiden name; now I’m Chioma Onyekachukwu, it must be someone who knew me way back in time.
      My eyes scanned around, but I did not recognize any of the faces that stared back at me. I shrugged and returned my attention back to the road. Maybe it wasn’t me, I thought.
     I looked up and down the road once again to gauge the distance of the on-coming vehicles and see if I could dash across to the other side; Lagos drivers are not disciplined enough to stop for pedestrians.
     “Chioma Amos.” The same voice called again.
I glanced back once more, this time with a scowl on my face. Exhausted and out of sync with myself after a merry-go-round at the market, I was in no mood for any shenanigans. I just wanted to be out of the sun’s glare as fast as possible.

     Just when I was about to look away again, a woman; average, wearing a faded red blouse on top of black shorts turned grey from years of washing; approached me.




Tuesday 31 January 2017

Why am I a Christian?

At times, it is not that you don’t believe, but some days, events and circumstances make you doubt your faith, doubt the existence of God, and His presence in your life. You wonder, if there is God, why should I lose a loved one at a young age, if there is God why should my spouse die, if there is God, why should he allow an entire family to be wiped out by an enemy.

You may wonder, I am a Christian; I trust God; I believe in Him; I worship Him, so why should he allow evil and calamity to grace my path, and then you ask, what’s the essence of being a Christian.

A woman was once told a car hit and killed her daughter, her first comment was, “but I prayed this morning, I covered all my children with the blood of Jesus.” Then she looked up and asked. “God, Why?”

Yes, God, why? is a question most Christians ask, especially when calamity assaults us. The bible tells us that no one can question God. He owes us no explanation for the things He does and how He does it. He is God, Almighty, omnipotent, omniscient and omniscience. His ways are far above ours. Its either you believe and trust him despite all odds or you don’t.

However, in all situation, the strength of your reliance on God depends on why you are a Christian.

    What is the foundation of your Christianity?

Are you a Christian because you have no choice because you are born into a Christian home? Is your Christianity fueled by fear or by contentment with your worldly acquisitions? Your faith is most tried when you feel you’re drowning in a sea of misfortunes, ill-lucks, tragedies and betrayals. In such circumstances, you felt confused, especially if you feel you are a ‘good Christian’ and in good stead with God.

Well, goodness, piousness and faithfulness are never shields against the doomsday, for surely it will come and the reason you are a Christian, and understanding of God’s word is your armour against the vilest thing life will hurl at you.

Are you a Christian because you love God with all your heart and mind and want to serve Him all your life in any situation and circumstance follow him through every storm without vacillating? There are two things involved if love for God does not drive you to his bosom, then the fear of the unknown, fear of evil will definitely do that for. It is better to choose the love of God as the foundation of your Christianity.

Mr Omoruyi Uwuigiaren, Cartoonist & Writer

Author's Hangout with Zizi Mr Omoruyi Uwuigiaren, popularly known as Ruyi, is a former freelance cartoonist at Vanguard Newspapers.  He ...